Tuesday, May 28, 2013

May 13th, 2013 Stephanie



                                                                                May 13th, 2013

Hey family,

This is wired. I talked to you yesterday about everything so this may be a little shorter letter.  We moved back into the house of the other two sisters. I was calling like 5 times to talk to the owner of the other house we found but he never answered. Then early this morning the ZL called and told us the assistance told him we didn’t need another house. Well that got me a little scared. I don’t know what is going to happen this Wednesday whether  I will have changes, if I will stay in a trio, or if I will get a new companion and stay in the house with the other sisters. Everything is up in the air. It’s the life of the mission but still crazy, hah.
Here is the letter I wrote to president this week.
      Well this week has been crazy I am not going to lie. I feel like the last three days have felt like a week with all the changes, moving houses, and talking to parents. But, the work is still progressing and I am looking forward to working in this area. We have really high goals to help this area have a new chapel by the end of the year and I am excited to get lost in the work and try to bring these goals into reality.
       I am realizing that all my mission I have had a hard time putting good ideas or good plans into action. I was reading in the Book of Mormon and I was reading in Moroni 7 and wow it’s a lot about faith and action.  I am understanding myself and what I need to do to become and not just know and understand. Knowledge is good and helps increase our faith but it’s when we put that knowledge into action when our testimonies really increase and we begin to become what the Lord wants. I have always had a hard time acting. I don’t know why. I think for fear of failure but that is silly and I am working on putting more principles into action. This is a gospel of action. We must live what we know and when we do our power to help others do the same becomes much greater.
    (Commentary on that thought I have been thinking a lot about how I am acting on the words of Christ. How I am acting to put the gospel into my life more? I will ask you all the same to act and to experiment. That is when growth comes and so if we want to come closer to the Lord and get to know him like Maren said we must have the faith to put in practice what we know to be true. I am thinking about what Maren’s mission president wrote about the doctrine of Christ and how that creates changes and how if we have these changes obedience is the outcome I love that. True doctrine understood brings changes and we live it!!! I understand this with my investigators more and more. I explain a principle and invite them to act. When we come back and they didn’t complete what we left them.....what does that tell you about how well they understood the doctrine. .....we need to go back and reteach them that point because if not they will not understand and act on what they know.)
    I don’t know if that made any sense to be honest but I hope so, amah.

           This is a letter I wrote to Jake I thought it could help some of the younger boys get ready for a mission.  Jake asked for advice of how to find new investigators and how to stay happy. Oh Jake, you are already way ahead of where I was at your time in the mission.  I read your letter and I realize I have to be better. You are such an example to me. Pointers.....woo well like you, we are in the process of finding investigators. Our plans ....1) talk to EVERYONE..... I am horrible at this and I am working on it. It’s hard for me to just start up a conversation on a whim but you could always do it ....use that talent and have faith that God will lead you and your words.  Don’t get discouraged if the first 2 days are well horrible and no one wants to talk to you. Stay consistent and God will place the people that are prepared in your path. I am realizing there are so many people ready to hear the gospel in every part of the world. Many times God is waiting for us to be ready in order to teach his children. Do everything you can to be ready and show God that he can trust you with his children. Be obedient number one key, fasting not a bad idea either.   2) We are planning on visiting all the inactive and many members and give a really good lesson and then ask for referrals. Have them pray, read, study and work to help you find people. They are the power house of the ward. We need them to contact and then we come in and teach. .....I don’t know if that will help but just something we are going to be trying in the next few weeks. Jake I love you bud and am so stinken proud of you. Don’t get discouraged. Faith I am learning is a decision and we make it every morning when the alarm goes off. What are we thinking? Oh man, I want to sleep or are we thinking sweet I can feel it a miracle is going to happen today.....I am nowhere near the last part. I am working on it, but I realize that our attitude reflects our desires and our faith.
Well I don’t have anything else today other than I love you all. It was soooooo but soooo much fun to hear from you guys. It’s amazing what memories come just from hearing voices. I told you all that I was thinking of you and our family this Sunday in Soc soc.... They were talking about family relations and I remembered a moment with our family that I will always remember. We were all down in Circleville and all of Mom’s family was there and Grandpa and Grandma gathered us all around and Grandpa talked to his posterity like King Benjamin talked to his people, like Alma talked to his children or Helaman to his children. I hold dear to me the words of my grandparents as much as I hold dear to me the words of the prophets. I remember the spirit that was there and the love I felt. My feelings were so great as I remembered this moment. I almost started to cry. I remember Grandpa and Grandma always saying.....no empty seats in heaven not one.... I hope they are reading cause this is my promise to them that I will be there, no matter the cost, no matter the trials or problems.  My faith is strong and I will be there with all my family. They have left a great legacy, both sets of grandparents, and their faith help me in the times when it’s hard to find my own.  I love them for all they have sacrificed to give me this opportunity to serve the Lord and grow in my testimony and help others and really, truly, become converted to the Lord. It is incredible what one good person can do in this life and the influence for good they can have on thousands of people. Thank you Grandpa and Grandma on both sides, Daltons and Hales. Thank you Mom and Dad. Thank you my brothers and sisters your faith and trust in the Lord has helped me so much in my life. I love you all so much and that love will last for eternity. Never forget it. And it’s all possible through our Savoir Jesus Christ. I know he lives and loves each and every one of us. His power to save, to heal, to comfort, to increase ability’s is real. This gospel is true I have felt it I know it.
Love you,
Hermana Stephanie Hale


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