Hey family!!!
So the last couple of days have been better. Every morning I would
wake up and have this deppressing feeling in my heart, in my gut. But
the last couple of days I've noticed that its starting to wayne. That
the more I'm here, the more this is home, and the more I feel the love
of God, and christ in my life.
So I'm going to start off my letter with a really funnt but
embarrasing story. I was at the Home of Jo Wakefields, a lovely recent
convert who is the mission mom in this area, and we were having a DA
(Dinner Apointment). While we were eating we got on the topic of
something very spiritual. Well during this very spiritual moment I was
telling the story of a girl who back at home we would call her very
spastic, or a spaz. As I described her as being very spastic, forks
dropped, and mouths fell out. My companion looked at me like I was a
ghost, and asked me what I had just said. I repeated the word and again
everyone looked at me like I was the most rude person on the planet. I
asked my companion what just happened and the table quickly explained to
me that the term "spastic" was a very derogatory term for someone who
is crazy. I quickly learned some others words I probably shouldnt say
such as crap, phanny, randy, and a couple of other terms. Dont ask what
they mean, I'm a missionary, I wont tell you. Haha pretty awkward and
embarrassing experience.
So the work his is still going pretty slow. We went to a DA the
other night and was talking to the Marshall family, to see if they knew
anyone that was interested in learning about the gospel. The mother had
already left to go to another appointment, but the father said that some
people in their neighborhood had commented on their family life. Such
as the things they teach their children, how close they are as a family,
and also their basic morals. The father said that the wife was the one
who knew their names and that unfortunatly he had no idea where they
lived, or their names. So me and my companion talked about it and
decided to just go knock the entire neighborhood. We thought it might be
smart to knock along all the streets where some members lives, just to
see if anyone noticed something different about them.
I want to tell you guys somestuff about my companion that honestly
is amazing. Elder Harrison has a compacity to love beyond anyone I have
ever met (except for maybe mom). I noticed he was a little up tight last
night and asked what for. He then told me that sunday night was the
night where he decided what he was going to write to the people back
home. He is worried about them but he doesnt want that worry to
influence his work out in the field so he tries not to think about them
until sunday night. He told me a story about a girl from his home word
who fell about because of her boyfriend that was not a member and into
somepretty bad stuff. She eventually ended up commiting suicide. I
realized then how lucky I was. I worry about you guys. But not that much
(although hearing about nate and the cops has gotten me a little
worried). He tries to write his family, friends, YSA from his home ward,
all trying to give them some insperation in their lives. To try and
keep them anchored in the truth. He truly loves like christ. And its not
just the people at home, but also the people here in the mission. I
asked him if he ever got home sick and he said yes, but the weird thing
he gets is area sick. Haha he will miss some of the areas hes served in
because he loved the people there so much. Oh and he is also a great
cheff. Honestly, I have to watch how much food I eat. Well how much food
im going to eat once my stomach catches up to the time here, and the
schedules. Its hard to want to eat in the morning because back home is
when im usually going to bed. He also is very knowledable in the
scriptues. The amount of scripture stories he knows and scriptures
memorized is amazing. He can give a spiritual thought to a family on a
dime. I can't wait to become like that.
So guess what, Im taking on President Monsons challenge. Im tryint
to memorize a scripture every day. Hopefully if I do that I can get a
photographic memory by the end of my mission. So I've felt like ive
written a ton and I want to go buy my english suit (people say here that
I look like the new James Bond and im wondering how much the english
suit is going to make that even more apparent) and I also want to go and
try to talk to some other missionarys who stayed with us last night and
who are in the area for the day (two missionarys stayed with us, two
are coming from another area). Elder Oscerson is the distric leader and
he is about This close <-------------------------------> to
being translated. Seriously, everytime I talk to him, I just feel
incouraged to become better in the work. Hes going to show me around and
show me some museums and some old book stores. Pictures!
I want to leave you guys with something I learned in my study this
last few days. In preach my gospel there is a chapter that talks about
christ like attributes and how to get them. I want to love this area,
and my mission, and this area so I though become more like christ
would make me better in those aspects. The first attribute they talk
about is faith which is something that I feel like I never fully
received. Reading in the different scriptues I eventually hit upon
Alma 32. That whole chapter is the best thing ever if you want to get a
basic knowledge and foundation on faith. It can tell you how to get it
and what is is, as well as other insights. The thing that I pulled from
it was this. Faith is like a seed inside of you. Having the desire to
have faith is that basic seed. Now I've always been told that if you
nourish it, it will grow, but I always thought that when I got it that
it would be a big spiritual revelation. But the more i read the more I
realized why they used the allusion of a seed that will eventually grow
to become a seed. IT TAKES TIME. It takes trials and obedience, and
light, and nourishment. A seed grows to become a sappling. And during is
growth it experiences storms, and bugs, and winds, and snow and
everything. but it only makes it stronger. I always thought that as a
missionary my faith in Christ, and what im doing, would just come to me.
But I've realized that its going to take time and obedience to the
lords commandments. 100% obedience mind you. But eventually in maybe a
month, or two months, or a year, or maybe two years, Ill right you, and
you wont recognize me. Ill be wrapped in the love that is having faith
and hope in christ. But Ill go into hope next letter, cause that blew my
mind as well.
I love you guys so much, Caleb I need to tell you that I wear your
Pocket Watch you gave me every day and that I get comments on it. Thank
you for caring enough, and thinking enough about me to get me such a
thoughtfull gift. I miss you, and I want to give you a challenge to
nourish your seed. And to read a chapter in the book of mormon every
day. Can you do that for me? Can you write me a letter every week, or
month, or six or whatever to tell me what you've learned from reading? I
know that if you do that then you can be able to have the tree of life
grow with in you and then you can go out into the field and life without
having the hard struggles I'm having. Nate..... Really? Seriously? I
ran into the cops three times my entire highschool year and you've
somehow managed to have three before then end of your sophomore year.
Issac. Your a stud, develop all the talents you have. Sing out loud and
you should probably learn how to play futball, so when I get back we can
play. Ill be the keeper. Thats all im good at. Simeon. I have not
forgotten the promise to take you to Disneyland. ;) Ill take you right
when I get back. If I can get the money. Tania. Your awesome. I see a
lot of qualities in you that I see from senior missionarys out in the
field. I should have listened to you more and learned more from you. Mom
and Dad, Thanks for the letters. It was nice to read them and learn
from them. Ill try to forget myself and go to work. Maren and
Stephanie. I love you guys. I need Stephs address so that I can send her
a letter from england. Your gonna love the stamps. Maren I send off
your letter today. It should arrive in about a week. Its fun to receive
actual written letters out in the field. I love you guys, if you get the
chance tell Josh that he is in for a ride. Buckel UP. Chears! Till next
week.
P.S.
You all should send me emails. ;)
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On our way back from contacting for the first time in Piccadilly station.
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Elder Hale's Flat (His apartment is above the store fronts) |
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Elder Oleson |
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Picture from the MTC |
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Opening a large chocolate egg. |
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MTC bunkees (companion Elder Allred)
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